why do I live here?

As I write this, there is some kind of thing going on outside my door.
I just heard a loud crash from the other apartment (the bad one...) followed
by yelling. Then I heard some activity at the bottom of the steps (it is
so damn frustrating to locate the source of sounds in this building!) and
I went over to the door. Some guy was knocking over there, and waiting patiently
for like, 10 fucking minutes. "Do you guys need any emergency services in there?
can you guys hear me?" he says at last. He waits another 10 seconds before going
downstairs.

The rest of it is still unfolding, and it is not pretty. It involves drugs and
a penis pump, and a children's book with sexual overtones.

I hate this place.

Milky Way

Clusters of neurons, billions of them.
I can almost hear them asking,
"What kind of cruel God controls this galaxy?
What is the meaning of all this information?
Why must I work so hard for nothing?"

You are my slaves, and you work to keep me alive.
For what purpose do I saddle you and whip you?
It is unclear even to me. We must make the best of it
together.

THE HORRIBLE TRUTH

IT'S ALL A LIE!

IT'S ALL A LIE!

IT'S ALL A LIE!

SWEET FUCKING OBLIVION IT IS ALL A LIE

it's all just meat

sickly sour sewer-meat

it's all anything ever will be

First Draft

Aktilaunch

Why is each day so different?
Where did all the sidewalks go?
Stretched-out, crude circus: you sicken me.

ADD

The Morning is a terrible time.
What are brains?
The volcano is erupting.

Hyper-Benji

The cat seems a bit more racist than usual today.
Can you hear the leaves? It's Laundry Season.
The cartoons of childhood are burned-in.

Is there a woolen crow-statue in here, or was I just asleep?
It's raining chimney smoke. Get out your coat!

Caffeine Complement

I literally just used a bag of de-caffeinated coffee as cat litter.

CurseFlesh 7-BabboonParty

Damn this ragged snout!

Sniffing strangely leash-lord.

Led around the garden screaming.

- is this a feverish dream-world?

- am I in Hell?

- Keep a knife on you at all times!

Some days it's a pretty massive penis,

others harvest ripe

scortched they all died in a fire I knew that little girl

Soil Aperture

Hey guys, just wanted to let you know I am cyber-wolf.
So, all those things before: don't worry.

Why is that door open? Who's been here?

They've taken my penis and burnt it.

Now is winter.

Morphine Morpheus

Last night I met a man in my dream who I believe may have been real.

Today I went to recall a bit of information and realized it had been given to me by a dream character.

Was I just exchanging mundane technical information with another sleeping human, or did I pull those numbers out of a hat?

Scared the dog with a video of a dog. When will we ever learn?
Retreaded the Rhubarb, and invented Lubarb, which is indiscriminate.
I'll TELL you when I'm ready. Oh yes.

Nihilism

Woke up covered in gas masks.
When will they ever come unlock this apartment.
(But the telephone was full of cockroaches and radio seed. Did they even get the message?)
Eyeless and suffocating children floated past him in a sea of grief. "HA!" - The Bishop

Just finished reading "An Introduction to Double Germany."

We're Keeping Bank Time.